A traveler in a strange land
Two years have swung by since I lost my sanity to a departure that seemed the most cruel thing that had happened to any human being at that time but looking at the outcome of that strange phase of my life takes nothing from me as the mighty hands that the Master of the tavern holds everything that is destined for me. The sense of ignorance still dogs and haunts me with all the tease and pain that is still all over my days and nights. My tears are still tinged by the nuances of those melting lips and broken hearts. I don’t know what have I lost into my stride to this moment in time as the ability to compare on the spectrum of loss and gain is blurred enough to take me to a spiral of bitter cynicism and unprecedented selflessness. The clarity of the intentions of my fate still looks very distant as it doesn’t need any recognition by me as the owner of the harvest is keeping it all away from the reprimand. The command of the beloved is all that a lover can demand in the face of all the harshness and atrocities inflicted from within and from outside.
I am waiting to see the terminal conclusion of my planned journey and a final departure of all that I still love and make myself worthy of his hand that will take me to the land of unknown and unplanned destiny where beloved is all in all and lover is none.
Though I will remain alive to remember all that has happened to me and somewhere every spec of my heart and every drop my tears will connect me to those moments where I blessed someone and was blessed without getting into the debate of what is right and wrong?
Have a nice life ……….